I always liked the name Wednesday for a girl

I guess it comes from the Addams family � there is something about dark girls

I dated this girl in Germany, Petra from Emilshausen who could have been Wednesday Addams

She was rather strange as far as how she kept her appearance

She never went out in the sunlight � Well as much as is humanly possible although I never did see her during the daylight outside � She said she wanted to be pale.

She was paler than paper with steely blue eyes and black hair which I think she must have dyed that way because it was raven colored and shimmered

Anyway I don�t know why remembered her now � black eyeliner, blood red lipstick and the softest laugh, always finding the darkest corner of any place we went to sit.

We never had any crossing borders adventures mainly we hung out in goth clubs, her apartment and would wander the streets of St. Goar at times during the evening hours � I liked that city because of the narrow streets and the older buildings like 1600�s buildings

Ok now for something completely different

I�m not sure where my life is going now but I am ok with that I know where it isn�t going and I am definitely ok that it is over � and have been for a long time it has really settled over me lately like a large calming blanket

You know the kind you never want to crawl out from under on chilly mornings you could just stay curled up underneath for days � That�s how I feel about my life � it is safe again

Ok nothing particularly funny has happened to me lately or at least that has struck me as odd or peculiar

The dynamic duo aka doodle and stuntboy are doing well and we are having a great week so far and are going to visit the peacemaker and the parental units this weekend � I�m sure I will have something to write about after that but lets just hope that things will be neutral and not explode

Ok well I need to get to working or something

Ciao

Listening to: Z101 chili peppers, nickelback, fat boy slim

Wearing: The work clothes

Drinking: Coffee

Eating: Goldfish and grapes � the snack the smiles back � eh gads there is only one thing I like to eat that should smile back � ok I put that in there to see if anyone actually pays attention to this part of the diary

I have been crushed at crush

Give me clix

Give me notes

Give me g-book

Take my First Survey this is my first survey and is really just a bunch of random things that came to mind

Take my Second Survey No really what do you do during your day I really want to know and stuff like that

Take my Third Survey I was drunk when I wrote this one so � well you know

Take my Fourth Survey This one is really just about sex and wasn�t really my idea � well not completely � not intended for those under 18 � Don�t take it if you want to complain about it

Take my Fifth survey This isn�t to measure if you are a good person or not that isn�t for me to judge nor anyone else for that matter so be bold be daring tell the brutal truth

Take my quiz

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